Pre-post edit: Meh, posting a few hours early. Its time somewhere.

Writing this blog before Thursday. Win for me!

Not going to post it until Thursday, however. So no early blog for you.

To start, it has been quite the week. After not only getting rid of my blog for a full minute, but restoring it to its full capacity, however, the excitement kind of dies... Dull reality sets in and takes back its place as being the tone of the day.

I sort-of started a new anime (not going to name it this time) in that I've watched one episode, decided the cat was adorable (and thought the entire show would of been better had the cat been alive), then decided I have no idea what is going on. It was quite confusing and a good reason why starting a series with a scene from close to the end does not work the same way it would in movies. Unless the scene is played again quickly, people won't really ever knows what it means. Where as in movies it could be used to highlight the dilimna that the character(s) are facing somewhat effectively. After that first episode, however, the only knew thing I understood about the character was that she was depressed, then she was God. The dilimna in the opening scene is vastly different than the one in the rest of the episode.

Some people like this kind of thing, I guess. Without any explaination I just can't see the appeal.

Decided to take another break from rock band ^^ (if nim asks, I'm playing it religiously). After playing the endless setlist to completion, I think it is best. To rest my wrists particularly. I don't want to pull something that doesn't want pulled. The setlist did a bigger number on me than I thought. Kind of exhausted now x_x

You will all see this post tomarrow! Even though it was written today.


The Blog Post of Amazing Averageness

I don't have anything to write to maintain my weekly duties, so here I am making an excuse as to why I have no time to write a blog post this week (consequently fulfilling my duty and completing my weekly task and contradicting everything I had said).

Well until next week, take care. It was wonderful while it lasted.



Note: this probably seems a little forced, but I felt that I had to write something. If it seems bad, it probably is because of this.

Night sky darken before me
Shadow this lost heart
Play the music solemn peace
Force away this violent battle
Chase away the formless shadows

Gone beyond this orange sea
Weathered the storms impossibly
the land beyond; the one I need
The shore before; the one I see
is it that much different than whats behind me?

Quiet beyond this lonely place
Night sky come to me
Is this where I'm supposed to be?
Where my dreams come true?
Night sky, where are you?

Moving forward
into the sea
No looking backward;
waves pushing ahead
deeper into the orange sea


It's not very long, but this is the longest time I've ever spent on a poem coming in at about two hours. Most poetry I write takes around three to ten minutes to write. Like I said, it won't be the prettiest poem I've ever written. It's also one of the few poems I've ever felt like I needed to write.



Hello folks, its Thursday ^_^

Starting right off: I've been having a little... obsession problem lately. Having come to the realization that I woke up at 1 p.m and played rock band 2 for more than the recommended playtime yesterday (who knows how long, i know more than 12 hours..), it seems strange that I'd play something this much all at once. I haven't actually put off any work to play it, so I don't feel bad about it. My diet is doing okay (grapes are great snack food) and haven't been starving myself.

I don't think its even that I play it too much, but I also think about it a lot. So I've decided to take a short break before the depression settles in about wasting time. Obsessions usually do not end well for me (even though I fall victim to it very easily, being an obsessive person). Not that I find being obsessive is bad, but the consequences can be devastating (like blog entries about obsession).

Anyway, not really a whole lot in my week to say anything else on. My sister would be a far more interesting person to read about. (But she also refuses to write because its boring to her) Her week has been incredibly interesting and I only know this because i've been downstairs for most of the week and actually spoke with her. Its always nice to acknowledge your siblings every once in a while. They're like friends you're forced to live with for an extended period of time.

Free the crabs!